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Moved from one apartment to another
Moved from one city to another
Sister’s arrival to Canada
I quitted one job and have a new one

Everything happened in the last 3 weeks and it has been so busy
finding route to get to work, getting use to the work place, finding furnitures for the house and assembled all, taking care of the one that just arrived, traveling, paperwork handling….etcetc

moving trips x 2
and my boyfriend said that I am doing a good job, i have handled my emotions pretty good in the last 3 weeks that i only get really frustrated/stressed after the trip to Stampede despite what had happened in the last 3 weeks

It is nice that I don’t live alone anymore, got a ‘roommate’ to share everything with me
new job ~ was pretty exciting and I have lots of fun everyday, met different patients and interesting people every day
i was struggled at the beginning that I might not able to hold a conversation with the seniors, (since it has been a long time that I haven’t worked with seniors but more to ASD kids/adults) but it turns out that, not in vain, but truly, from all the daily feedback from all different patients and co-workers/bosses that they like me and said that I get along very well with everyone.

I am a kid, yes indeed, i could make the whole therapy room like a fun fair
when I was there, I would make my patients, doesn’t matter they are in that mid 40′s/50′s or even 80′s or 95 years old, to enjoy this little fun fair room.

It is a job that I would like to try out, it was on my list so as the company, I couldn’t imagine that after 2 years, I finally get into this position.

It is a total 360 change from what I have been working, i thought oh, 8 hours, it was slightly different from what I have expected to work as, and thinking that 8 hours, oh no, it is going to be a long day, coz i stand mostly of my days,
but instead, my patients make my day flies.  I couldn’t believe that I have already made good friends with every single of them, imagine, seniors, they played with me whenever i am at the hall way, checking who patient i have and who’s here and not here, and the seniors will go behind me and try to scare me or trick me.

it is only my 3 rd week, half of who i know already discharge and the rest gonna be discharged for the next 2-3 weeks, i couldn’t believe how much i miss them. selfishly i really wouldn’t want them go, as they always look forward to the therapy sessions, always use playdoh to make dinner for me, and play and trick me all day long, making jokes.etc…even though i don’t want them go so much but seeing them to have improvement, it is what make me happy!! from thinking couldn’t walk for the rest of the life, and now he can step out our place with his feet on the ground and walk out the door himself, from couldn’t lift up a cup to lifting it up, from able to use 2 fingers and now use the whole hand to hold a cup, these are miracles, saying it is miracles because it shows how God actually used the gifted therapists to work on each on our patients.

I am useless, in the skills of making people to walk again or stand/jump/talk, but i know that I could bring laughters to them as I am the youngest one in the whole company! 

I think it is the first time that I laugh so much every single day at a workplace in my life~
Thank Lord, our God for given me this job and able to bring laughters and making the therapy much more fun to the seniors.  Thank you for giving me the gift of laughing~even one little smile I have makes my patient very happy.
It is my pleausre to make you smile, my friend,my patient~

仲有3日係floor的日子。。。。仲有3日,我就不會再係行為治療師

我做到了~

這一個職位係我一直都想做的,
想不到的係,
我只係做了4個月。。。

短短的時間,
我已經看到公司的好和不好之處

想做得開心,想改的地方是沒有可能的~

唔認識我深的同事,會覺得我係一個很easy going的人,不會投訴的人，
認識,熟一點的同事會知道我做得不開心,有投訴的,有埋怨的,但不會出聲的

係應該出聲的,但由於我只是做了4個月,我比較喜歡靜觀期變的~大家的特性都未摸清,
公司的政策係好容易看得到的,(唔明唔知,個個都係喜愛power的人,點解會無人聲,只怪很多人都係fresh grad,最簡單的學員的dietary都可以10個月都唔知道 (i.e.唔食得豬肉,但含有豬肉成份的零食可以無人知/理,我估我係第一個發現這個問題,但無人理我當時)
人事相反需要3個多月先摸清(i.e.同事A和同事B係死對頭,編roster不能編佢地共處一室的)

這一份工作係很辛苦的~
簡單來說,
我做了16個小朋友的阿媽,
一星期40小時做佢地的阿媽,
工作範圍係由佢地放學之後,我就開始由佢地的下午茶(可選擇蘋果,香蕉,橙),如廁,大小二便 (加埋清理),穿衣服,洗澡洗碗食飯,睡覺,大小肌肉訓練,感觀訓練,言語治療的訓練,溝通訓練,行為訓練,社區訓練都包辦,洗衫,洗碗,打掃,煮飯,連以前做阿姐姐的位我都做埋~

說真的,
我愛這一間治療中心,愛去教這一班大小朋友
無奈要看公司的政策,心理學的theory,同事的attitude
要教好這一班,並不是沒有可能
但我看不到進步
有心的同事,我見到那一個學員的進步
沒有心的同事,那一個小朋友就咁就一世了~

年輕的同事衝動的,很想改變一切,因為佢地愛每一個小朋友,
無奈全職治療師30名,PT的10名,顧問5-6名,直屬老細有2名,經理一名,Director2名,要過幾多關先可以改變到呢?

真的累了~
也許老了~
不能和21,23歲的同事比了~

回想一下,係很辛苦,但值得回味,
夢想成位治療師的我,我做到了~
夢想係一間治療中心到做,我做到了~
想學ABA,也學到了~
去真正和自閉症小朋友深入相處,我做到了~
我會好掛住他們每一個,由期係要我清理佢地走圍係地下留下的大小二便,食飯時不喜歡,發脾氣咁拋到碟飯走圍都係飯同餐具,
時好時壞的心情,用眼淚黎賄賂我,要我好像一個爸爸咁背起佢地/在我腳上一齊行路,跟著學員跳上跳落
仲有當然係佢地好聽話的時候,倚靠著我的shoulder向我撒嬌的時候,佢地的sweet sweet moment

昨晚聽著一位4年的同事講起點樣比其他同事lock在TO房,比誤以為係學員在TO房冷靜時,一直都出不到來
到昨晚餵一個大朋友食藥時,當值同事比出邊window的另外同事嚇親
工作辛苦,但同事之間的攪笑事真的很多~

Team就是應該是這樣的,就算那一晚,所有的學員都決定發脾氣打人/抓人/咬人/的時候,
但最後我地都應該笑得出,那先有team的感覺

同事之間的笑話,
有一個的,就是當所有的仔都訓晒的時候,
同事們係客廳裡玩著Gesture (大電視),
那一個才是good times~

感恩是係,
我有遇到好同事,
就算我比學員咬到放唔到口的時候,抓到頭髮亂晒及無晒的時候,有同事飛身過黎救我
我愛既係這一班30多位同事~
每一位都幫過我,救過我的同事~

上星期的時間,唉…只能說,poo-ing.

因為第一,星期六除了番早之外,
跟住的星期一,二因為要考急救及上堂,連續2日都要6點鐘起身,感恩的有一位同事車我去,所以不用5點起身,已經算好好

星期一上完堂,跟同事們去了downtown食印度菜,之後星期二,又再去上堂…

感覺是好的,起碼不用番floor工作
回到家都係天光光的,不是天黑黑的

可惜代價係,
之後個4日,
唔知邊個咁憎我,編roster編到我有2日係做同一個大仔(有一晚仲要做一對pair),另外個2日係同一個細仔…
原本都不是難的,無奈,連續4日,這3個仔,係任何時間,地點都走圍係地下呵尿,呵屎…仲有一個係1小時之內,呵2次…

連續3晚….唉….有一個仲攪到廁所塞左!!!!!!

同事們聽到都笑…(因為我以攪笑的方法講…)

唉…萬幸的,有人星期四晚黎,起碼不開心時,有人比我傾訴~
星期六,忍不住要去發洩!!!
買了一杯frapp飲,去了食sushi,第2日去看戲,再看戲,去公園,走圍去!!!!!
讓我好好的享受假期!!!!

星期二,病假…因為病了3星期,都無好轉,而且上星期連續4日都好早起身,又無瞓,頭還暈暈的,仲想嘔吐…所以留在家中休息
星期三,番工….真的,為什麼,所有訓練都要在同一日,仲用多麼的時間!!!!最後,我仲要遲走,攪完晒所有家務先走得~唉!

這樣的天氣,聽了昨日某同事對公司的不滿,真的讓我想轉工及離開這裡!!!
Ready to move on? Yes I believe so!